On my way UP!!

things are really good this months!
Finally!!!
i had finished my last UNI project an i Pass, all i need to do is finish this semester an IM DONE for UNi for good!!
whooofff@@
then i had passed my training as an Instructor RPM class for the gym, after 7 years doing it after being fat, then thin, fat again, then thin again, over over and over, im gonna earn money from doing what i love and soo passion about it, work Hard really payed off, ! hehe

then im being a shadow for at least 3 weeks, then team coach for 2 weeks then i gonna have my own class pretty soon! hehehe!
cant wait, although i still hav to memorize all the songs and the choreography for at least 20 songs, i only had memorize 5 of it, so 15 more songs to go! yippiee!

an the people who im training with u r amaziing, for the past 2 days we worked really hard together as a team, really miss u people hope we can meet again soon! really2 miss u,




i have to thank u all the people
who supported me all this, i just cant thank u enough, so much people who being in this cause. love u and thank u so much for all ur greatness!

some people some friends

for some reasons
i've been supporting people around me so much, i encourage them, i motivate them, and i push them to the limit, some success. and once their reach their target an change their life to this whole new world, i was happy, and proud to them to the max....

but as the time goes past little by little.. they forgot who was i.
i was just a friendor someone who past by, and gave them support, nothing more.

then it was a snap!! for me, they change , why havent i, where am i going..
is it because the unstable mind of me, or is it..
i dont know
i dont know

u are

so weak! on soo many ways!

phase 1:
after the day u left
class never been the same, ur the only one who would shouted back whenever i shouted.
i didnt tell my feeling to you on ur last day there.
i mean whats the point! u gonna go anyway for how long i dont know!
maybe i should've tell u
then we could spend time alone .
but then...........
i dont know its been 3 days only and i miss u so bad, badly enough that i got no energy on everthing on anything.
even though i have few more days to go on my last big presentation on UNI!
seems didnt care!
but i do care, i really do, but u are moreee!

phase 2:
u make me happy then u hurt me then u make my whole word beutiful again!
oh im such a weak guy, i just cant say no to you!
last night u came to me again, that ur feeling down need someone to talk.. who else u can talk to, other than me! of course i say yes i'l accompany u ,
then we chat have a beer, another beer and another beer and another! till u feel a lot better... and better.
then for the first time u grab my head.......... then kiss it! which u never done it before ever.

i want to grab ur hand, but i didnt dare to do it. im scared to go there again, coz u hurt and i dont want go complicated again! im done with that!
so i just sit there trying not looking at u, and everything in u!
shut up and smile!
if u didnt have someone else i would to give it back to you!
but u seems so attached to that person, that i dont want to hurt.

and if we did ended up together again,
life will be so hard to me and u! so im chicken out....
oh well i dont know what would happen tomorow, we'l have to see
agaiiinn!! hehehehe

letter 2

i miss u dad!
life is so up an down since u away
im lost,
dealing with death, is hard than it looks!

Chris Brown is back! with new awesome hit single

Chris Brown is back

YES people he’s back! I cant believe he is dare to show his face back again to the world after what he done to Rihanna our umbrella girl ………………………………………………………………… …………………… ……………… ………………………………………………………………… …… ……….

But if u look at the big picture over here, People deserve to have a second chance or maybe third and that’s the maximum I give for me.

Take a look at ourselves at the moment we also make mistake sometime, and not many people or friends forgive easily , of course we feel hurt, guilty, alone, and become crazy sometimes. And for that we just have to live with it. Well honey is your fault, but if we really truly madly deeply ( ehehehehe ) want to change lets prove it and not only by words but by doing it.

All I want to say is , lets make changes to ourself and others, let people think whatever they want as long as we not giving up and fall down below!

Here it is Chris Brown

With new hit single "Crawl" from the album Graffiti

im coming!

yes ur boyfriend is away!
im coming over now!
hopefully im gonna hav it today!
hehehehehe!!