The OTHER END of the LINE

Have u ever accrosed the ocean, across the city, across the country far faraway!just meeting someone that u havent exactly met, and u think that someone is ur soulmate! do something crazy, Follow ur instinct, just beyond everything!!

this what movie trully about.

Priya( Shriya Saran ) as an operator credit card girl from an american banking which pretends to be American as her job to the American, but actually she worked from India. as she travel all the way to san fransico, to meet Granger (Jesse MetCalife )===> soo freakin hot} one of her customer that she got attached to through her work and spend so much on his credit card, however she hides her true identity coz she scared it'l be akward, which by the way that is where all the sparks happen between the two.

such a romantic comedy that will lough your guts out specially, this indian actor are totally amazing and funny. also (Jesse MetCalife) which by the way Hot hot hot and charming, the guy from Desperate housewife is finally being the Main character on a movie and he is good!!!

So i would say this is a really good movie, and why this movie is not famous as other movie, i mean there's no trailer on the news or ever been out there, and i found it on some dvd store near my campus.

this movie should be out there! trully!!

awesome!!

im okay, again & i do have a lot of faces

i got the call from Indika today
that i didnt get the job , coz i failed the test! again!
the funny thing is...
i am okay, i didnt get depressed and all that like i was last year.

coz maybe is the right thing! first i couldnt do well on the job just yet,
and i'm still not done yet with uni, also if im in the job while im still in uNi, probably i will never gonna finish it, coz i dont think im a person who could 2 job at the same time.
i can only concentrate on one thing,
and right now i need to finish my uni and graduated, i know im saying this all the time, but that because i need it!
to remind my self, what would happen after i finish it, what will i do after it.

part time job not do well on me, while im studying!! so yeah!!

btw on last weekend! while im on that arisan thingy!
i was on mushroom, and i was totally myself, ( last time when i was on it, i was watchin Star trek the movie and it was AWESOOMEEE , i dont need 3d glasses, the effect just came out from that big screen, is like i was in it! hehehe! )

back to last weekend, it was fun when i being myself, i dont feel embarassed, got no shame ) i just mocking everyone, being fairy and all that, hopefully my friend who doesnt know me, and know it now, what i am truly are.........they didnt become hating me, well if they do!! is their lost, not mine!
im just happy of what i am, saying what i want, and be cool minded!
hehehe!
so yeah i admit that im a person who have a lot of faces, but trully im just being nice!! to people that i hate!
but to people that i loved like my best buddies i only have 4 faces
- being truthfull &
- being honest
- being mad
- being straight ( i mean as a forward person )

afternoon talky talky!

oh god! im having such a blast night!
went to this called PASTIS, located in Kuningan!
which totally cool and awesome place to hang out, another one of those places for upper class people, where people having those big botle of wine, and classy food,
and all i had was cofeee and a bir that cost 50thousand rupiah , like maybe 5 to 8 dolars us$, well probably cheap to some people but not me!

most important is, i got to see all my friends were all gone from junior high, and they all just showed up there, where we all got connected again, and chat.
then after that bla bla bla bla!
whatever! i just got home from bogor after that unpridectable reunion, so tired,
i think im gonna relax today and playing ps2 (need to buy ps3, freakin expensive)!
have a good day people!

my letter for u...

im in pain!!

the day when my dad died, i dont feel anything, just empty , nothing that i wanna do, nothing could make happy, just a fake smile that i gotto give when people were all saying their condelences.

"oh BUDI , IM Ssorry BOUT YOUR DAD, evrythings will be alright"
" your dad is happy now, he is in a better place"
"something good would come from it"

FOR GOD sake!
" AAARGGGGHHH JUST FUCKING SHUT UUP "
AND LEAVE ME ALONE "

BUT now im feeling the pain much more
" everytime i got home from uni , he asked to brough him food"
" he asked me to give him a massage "
" he asked to go to pharmany to by a Balm, for his back "
" i saw him sitting on the table, and asked me to make him tea"
" he asked me to Go to the beach with him "
" he asked me what u wanna eat today "

" he asked to by by him shampoo, so i give it whats mine "
" He asked me to go shopping at the mall "
" he called me late at night, from his room, just knowing where i am"
" HE CAlled me late at nigth, asking for food"
" he asked me to go to the office to do some errands"
" he asked me to pick him up at hospital every tuesday and thusrday"

" he sked me to pick him up from the office, so we could eat dinner together"
" he always defended me, when mom angry"

dad i miss u so bad, i went home 4 years ago to take care of youjust for u! why d hell did u go so fast.

" u havent see me getting married"
" u havent got to see ur grandchild from me"
" u havent see me graduated"
" u havent see me work by my self, without ur help"
" i haven take u to HONGKONG,where we playing gambling together like in malay"
" u havent see me as a successful man, where u give freedom to choose my own way"

now since u left, everyday mom and sis always blaming me for everythingand no one defended me like u used to be,.

where we always sneak out during lunch, talk and eat at much as we could at Padang raya"

"im sorry i couldnt find u a better doctor
"a better hospital "
"a better treatment".

right now im still looking my way to be better, to be more successfulllike u always wanted, i know is hard but i will never give up easyly.

even that im alone right now, i dont give shit about all that, no shit at all!

my promise to you is the only thing that kept me going right now!!rest in peace dad!!love u all my life, and im sorry if i alway letting u down"

LIfe................

how we people live in this world where full of pain and missery and thats hOw we people grow up! """ THAT'S WHAT moRRISSEY GOT TO SAY!!

WE FACE it and just go with it!never feel ashamed of what ur doing , never be down!well is ok to feel down for a while ,but dont take it too far or being misserable too long like suiced or hurt ur self ,, there are so many things in this world that is too valuable and beautiful that we will experience!!

get up and change how you live, do something about it, i know i will! and how i live til now!!find ur way if u havent got it, do something, u never been do!!!!!
be happy and enjoy ur life! and relaaaaaaaaaaaxxx!!!

such amazing song and inspiring so much!!




Lyrics to That's How People Grow Up :
I was wasting my time
Trying to fall in love
Disappointment came to me and Booted me and bruised and hurt me

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up
I was wasting my time Looking for loveSomeone must look at me
And see their sunlit dream

I was wasting my time
Praying for love For a love that never comes from Someone who does not exist
and

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

Let me live before I dieNot me, not I!

I was wasting my life Always thinking about myself
Someone on the deathbed said "There are other sorrows too"
I was driving my car I crashed and broke my spine

So yes, there are things worse in life
than Never being someone's sweetie
That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

As for me I'm ok......................For now anyway