bitchiness!!

It Hurts like Hell!
when u know ur friend does not think the same as u, as ur best friend!
feel betrayed, like falling down to darkness, to emptyness, and far beyond under, u FU**ing treat us like GARbage, once we fulfill ur satisfyness.
now i know the feeling


does it ever accoured to you! that u r friends are care for u!
like really care!
aghh GOd, im sooo Fu*king angryy,
but, we are human being, we had our own rights, do whatever we want, and treat people like we wanted tooo!
well that is the bitchiness of a friendship!
they always leaave! only few who stayed

LOVE DOES TAKES OVER

SUch a greaaaaaat combination!
my god this song is so AMAAAZIIING!
one is my favorite DJ of all time and one is my favorite singer none other than Kelly rowland
enjoy the song!!

money does talk!! daammiit!! "the Desperate of me"

today is the day im finish, my end of term exam!
lets see what did i do today:
after exam,
-meet my friend and have a drink,
-then go to friends birthdaayy
my goD" the food was soo amazing" well that because i havent eaten anything good 4 the last 3 weeks! ...wait but i did eat much, but its different when u eat after u done something, or maybe work!!
- then we watched BLOOD: THE LAST VAMPIRE thing ( it was crap btw)
- muchies a lot, i juts buy everything, food, drink, ciggie
- then im brooke!

the plan today was not quietly what i planned to:
it should be:
- after exam, drink a bit so i could feel a bit reaalaaxx!
- then to friends birthday (meeting old friends)
- go to the gym (meet with the gym friends and work out together)
- then meet with mitra ( karaoke , or maybe go cluubbing"wanna dance so bad, is been long")

but then as i see my wallet, all i got is RP10.000, not even a 1 US dolar, hello, i havent payed the parking, damn im hungry, thank god i still have cigarette in me!

see if i have money, i could go watch another movie with my friends, or go karaoke all night loong or maybe" having wine on the beach" like segara in ancol!

arrghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
this why i need to work! wanna graduate so baad!!! so i could go to work or takin part time job somewhere,
then i could socialite moree!! hae hae hae hae!!!!
also i wanna go to melb
not just holiday but also meeting my friends whom i love so muuuch!!
and just last month "my high school friends, made renunion" F**K!!! wanted to go soo baaaadd!!!
oh well! whateveer, at leats i could relaz tonight, even though im a bit lonely!!

yes ! im sooo spoiled right now, but doesnt mean i didnt try enough!!
da'