Friday, June 11, 2010

First of....My spiritual Journey eva




what a beautiful sunday that was.big blue sky with white cloud surround it, mountain surround it, flowers around it, colours, so beautiful that i was cried to heart, that was nothing i could describe it more.walking through d grass, listening to slow music which make more perfect than eva.
the journey started when i woke up and see outside my window with a big blue sky,there's mountains, hills and hills before it , and everything's green on d ground.we were getting ready we took a shower and some breakfast. then we go.as we walk inside the garden , big big super big garden with lots and lots flowers , first stop we headed to this glass house, an the colours of the flowers shining bright through my eyes , we walk slowly and slowly to enjoy of what we see.as we head outside, we found the SPOT just under d BIG tree and flowers around it, we lay down, drink, and put another music on and look at the sky, where i could see cloud that moving round and round.
first i feel sick want throw up , my head is spinning like crazy, feeling paranoid that i could fly and falling to the sky......, and then Hippola was on, as the music comes to my ear, my head, then i feel it through whole my body.... peacefully...the sick has starting to disappear, paranoid becomes something beautiful.
the power of Positivenes is come... like i was pull back on d ground.. and when i open my eyed i see an angel dancing around the sky freely, flowers on my side is flowing through d sky and surround that angel,tears started falling from eyes. as i told my friends they were smiling and told they saw the same thing, it was amazing...
an hour later we decided to walk again, in this Big garden of maze, we walk with music on, we lough, we joke. but then we got lost inside it b ... thx god, we found our way out. so much fun ...
i boorowed some guitar pretending i could play it with the same song that i hear

as we walk we again we found another spot to sit,and we talk what comes on their mind to let it out everything and i did that too.. the crazy things everybody found their solutions straight a head, an we got to write it down, and keep it..


as we walk again i have found my way, through this life, what kind of person i could become,
what i found is there r still some beautifullness in this world, and to stay on my positiveness, and if i want to be happy, i should be more Honest to myself, be what we are but caring for others and i want to make PEOPLE around me happy,honest, tru about them self, i wanna be a person that somebody could lean on, i could help people around me , i wanna be that person, i am gonna be that person.

we done our spiritual journey in this big flower garden
next year it will be on the beach..
looking forward to it. thank to god, that i still live until now and see d big picture to live in this world

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