friends with a couple

always being left out
the other is always important.
oh im sick of this, im backing off

YAY!! Clazziquaaii has a new album

as i write about them earlier...
the Amazing band from clazziquai, has a new album "MucHo MUSICA"
and these are their new Single " TeLL YOURSELF !!!!"
such a cool songs; lift up ur Day.
an i found the video which live performance! they dont do this often.

miracle does happen

finally after 5 months driving, without car licence
finally this morning , one of the helper at home, found,
oh ALLAH, thank u so much
thank u , thank u , thank u!!!

my gooodnesss!! now i dont have to be afraid of going home, after midnight!!
just in case there's a check or anythiing!! hehehehehahahahaha
hahahahahahaha!!
oh GOD im so freeakinly happpyyyy!!!

1 Night Melbourne

One day, I went to Melbourne with my whole family and we lived at Spencer street in this really big apartment, after we arrive in the apartment , the only thing in my mind was going out alone and enjoy the beautiful city of Melbourne after I told my family of course.

I found my self at Collin Street beside those big Church where I used to have coffee with Badra and Sasha, and then I found my self at Bourke st looking at this parade, soo amazing, there’s Chinese dragon dancing with fireworks and all that, then I got called from My sis ask me to go back to have some dinner, my mom were cooking and preparing all that.

We sit at the table , and enjoying this festival parade of food, then my dad ” ta, after this can we go to casino and play a bit, yah?” first thing in my head, oh shit cmon I’m sooo lazy to do it, “sorry dad I cant tonight, promise we go tomorrow! Okay!!” after a while …

I Went to this Big club with Indri sister, somehow I don’t know why?? and freakily it looks like blowfish, full of the riches people and dressed up good, thank god I look super awesome, after a while I met this guy, he was Asian …….

then he Introduce himself,” Hi how are ya” he was wearing this black Shirts with a black shiny jacket, black pants and shiny Black shoes, he was holding this Glass of Red wine , and he also didn’t told me his name , “ ur not drinking” I just node then “ I do, I just couldn’t afford one, thanks for the offer though” , “ no no, wait” then he called one of the waiter to ask the waiter to get us something, then we move to a bar side and having a bottle of wine just 4 the both of us.

we were chatting bla bla bla until I was a drunk , “ shit. This stuff is heavy, thank god I could reach home fast”.. he just smiled “ good on ya.. "...im sooo enjoying this moment...

then my friend came “Budi. Where the hell.. have u been, I was looking 4 u like crazy..lets go home its 4am already”, ,”What!! R u serius, ok2 lets go, wait 4 me at the lobby yah!” as I was saying goodbye to this guy.. he then grab my hand..and.

“ u can’t just leave like that, wait!” then he called a waiter ask for a bill , wait do i have to pay it too, shiit…… …, I though he was going to pay it for me, he was the one who offered it, oh well another jack ass I dont care with this shiit.. when I check my wallet there was $ 150 in it, so I’ll take it out put it on the table, then give it to him” sorry I only have this much…he was looking at me angrily, take my wallet and just put my money back on it..

After the bill come , he looked shocked .. when I was taking a peek on it it was $4400 aus, What the f*ck, we only had 1 bottle of wine and 2 beer, of course ,…. then he started complain with the manager ,…. ”what’s up bud !” it was Indri, after I told the story to her, she straight away company him and help coz she looks like she own the place….after she took it the bill and take a look on it, she moved to this sofa under the stairway…then I saw this photographer take a picture over here and there, then he moved down from the stair and look at Indri, as she standing up with the Bill on her hand ….somethings different about her, she taller and skinnier, Wait THAT Is pudji ……………

oh… My ..God.. what the Fu*k happened……then everything’s started to go around and round,,,,,and become blank ….when im trying to open my eyes again,.. I found my self on my bed woking up………THANK god it was a dream…..waiittt… SH***T it was a dreaaaaaam…………. Daamn!!

Good Reason for Not Drinking,,is it???

loving InDONESIA PART 1

loving Indonesia part 2

Dolce Vita (enjoy life with food)

love this show,
the music, the atmosphere, the people.. ohh my god! so awesomee!!
try watching this in the middle of the night, starvvviinggg!!

bitchiness!!

It Hurts like Hell!
when u know ur friend does not think the same as u, as ur best friend!
feel betrayed, like falling down to darkness, to emptyness, and far beyond under, u FU**ing treat us like GARbage, once we fulfill ur satisfyness.
now i know the feeling


does it ever accoured to you! that u r friends are care for u!
like really care!
aghh GOd, im sooo Fu*king angryy,
but, we are human being, we had our own rights, do whatever we want, and treat people like we wanted tooo!
well that is the bitchiness of a friendship!
they always leaave! only few who stayed

LOVE DOES TAKES OVER

SUch a greaaaaaat combination!
my god this song is so AMAAAZIIING!
one is my favorite DJ of all time and one is my favorite singer none other than Kelly rowland
enjoy the song!!

money does talk!! daammiit!! "the Desperate of me"

today is the day im finish, my end of term exam!
lets see what did i do today:
after exam,
-meet my friend and have a drink,
-then go to friends birthdaayy
my goD" the food was soo amazing" well that because i havent eaten anything good 4 the last 3 weeks! ...wait but i did eat much, but its different when u eat after u done something, or maybe work!!
- then we watched BLOOD: THE LAST VAMPIRE thing ( it was crap btw)
- muchies a lot, i juts buy everything, food, drink, ciggie
- then im brooke!

the plan today was not quietly what i planned to:
it should be:
- after exam, drink a bit so i could feel a bit reaalaaxx!
- then to friends birthday (meeting old friends)
- go to the gym (meet with the gym friends and work out together)
- then meet with mitra ( karaoke , or maybe go cluubbing"wanna dance so bad, is been long")

but then as i see my wallet, all i got is RP10.000, not even a 1 US dolar, hello, i havent payed the parking, damn im hungry, thank god i still have cigarette in me!

see if i have money, i could go watch another movie with my friends, or go karaoke all night loong or maybe" having wine on the beach" like segara in ancol!

arrghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
this why i need to work! wanna graduate so baad!!! so i could go to work or takin part time job somewhere,
then i could socialite moree!! hae hae hae hae!!!!
also i wanna go to melb
not just holiday but also meeting my friends whom i love so muuuch!!
and just last month "my high school friends, made renunion" F**K!!! wanted to go soo baaaadd!!!
oh well! whateveer, at leats i could relaz tonight, even though im a bit lonely!!

yes ! im sooo spoiled right now, but doesnt mean i didnt try enough!!
da'

The OTHER END of the LINE

Have u ever accrosed the ocean, across the city, across the country far faraway!just meeting someone that u havent exactly met, and u think that someone is ur soulmate! do something crazy, Follow ur instinct, just beyond everything!!

this what movie trully about.

Priya( Shriya Saran ) as an operator credit card girl from an american banking which pretends to be American as her job to the American, but actually she worked from India. as she travel all the way to san fransico, to meet Granger (Jesse MetCalife )===> soo freakin hot} one of her customer that she got attached to through her work and spend so much on his credit card, however she hides her true identity coz she scared it'l be akward, which by the way that is where all the sparks happen between the two.

such a romantic comedy that will lough your guts out specially, this indian actor are totally amazing and funny. also (Jesse MetCalife) which by the way Hot hot hot and charming, the guy from Desperate housewife is finally being the Main character on a movie and he is good!!!

So i would say this is a really good movie, and why this movie is not famous as other movie, i mean there's no trailer on the news or ever been out there, and i found it on some dvd store near my campus.

this movie should be out there! trully!!

awesome!!

im okay, again & i do have a lot of faces

i got the call from Indika today
that i didnt get the job , coz i failed the test! again!
the funny thing is...
i am okay, i didnt get depressed and all that like i was last year.

coz maybe is the right thing! first i couldnt do well on the job just yet,
and i'm still not done yet with uni, also if im in the job while im still in uNi, probably i will never gonna finish it, coz i dont think im a person who could 2 job at the same time.
i can only concentrate on one thing,
and right now i need to finish my uni and graduated, i know im saying this all the time, but that because i need it!
to remind my self, what would happen after i finish it, what will i do after it.

part time job not do well on me, while im studying!! so yeah!!

btw on last weekend! while im on that arisan thingy!
i was on mushroom, and i was totally myself, ( last time when i was on it, i was watchin Star trek the movie and it was AWESOOMEEE , i dont need 3d glasses, the effect just came out from that big screen, is like i was in it! hehehe! )

back to last weekend, it was fun when i being myself, i dont feel embarassed, got no shame ) i just mocking everyone, being fairy and all that, hopefully my friend who doesnt know me, and know it now, what i am truly are.........they didnt become hating me, well if they do!! is their lost, not mine!
im just happy of what i am, saying what i want, and be cool minded!
hehehe!
so yeah i admit that im a person who have a lot of faces, but trully im just being nice!! to people that i hate!
but to people that i loved like my best buddies i only have 4 faces
- being truthfull &
- being honest
- being mad
- being straight ( i mean as a forward person )

afternoon talky talky!

oh god! im having such a blast night!
went to this called PASTIS, located in Kuningan!
which totally cool and awesome place to hang out, another one of those places for upper class people, where people having those big botle of wine, and classy food,
and all i had was cofeee and a bir that cost 50thousand rupiah , like maybe 5 to 8 dolars us$, well probably cheap to some people but not me!

most important is, i got to see all my friends were all gone from junior high, and they all just showed up there, where we all got connected again, and chat.
then after that bla bla bla bla!
whatever! i just got home from bogor after that unpridectable reunion, so tired,
i think im gonna relax today and playing ps2 (need to buy ps3, freakin expensive)!
have a good day people!

my letter for u...

im in pain!!

the day when my dad died, i dont feel anything, just empty , nothing that i wanna do, nothing could make happy, just a fake smile that i gotto give when people were all saying their condelences.

"oh BUDI , IM Ssorry BOUT YOUR DAD, evrythings will be alright"
" your dad is happy now, he is in a better place"
"something good would come from it"

FOR GOD sake!
" AAARGGGGHHH JUST FUCKING SHUT UUP "
AND LEAVE ME ALONE "

BUT now im feeling the pain much more
" everytime i got home from uni , he asked to brough him food"
" he asked me to give him a massage "
" he asked to go to pharmany to by a Balm, for his back "
" i saw him sitting on the table, and asked me to make him tea"
" he asked me to Go to the beach with him "
" he asked me what u wanna eat today "

" he asked to by by him shampoo, so i give it whats mine "
" He asked me to go shopping at the mall "
" he called me late at night, from his room, just knowing where i am"
" HE CAlled me late at nigth, asking for food"
" he asked me to go to the office to do some errands"
" he asked me to pick him up at hospital every tuesday and thusrday"

" he sked me to pick him up from the office, so we could eat dinner together"
" he always defended me, when mom angry"

dad i miss u so bad, i went home 4 years ago to take care of youjust for u! why d hell did u go so fast.

" u havent see me getting married"
" u havent got to see ur grandchild from me"
" u havent see me graduated"
" u havent see me work by my self, without ur help"
" i haven take u to HONGKONG,where we playing gambling together like in malay"
" u havent see me as a successful man, where u give freedom to choose my own way"

now since u left, everyday mom and sis always blaming me for everythingand no one defended me like u used to be,.

where we always sneak out during lunch, talk and eat at much as we could at Padang raya"

"im sorry i couldnt find u a better doctor
"a better hospital "
"a better treatment".

right now im still looking my way to be better, to be more successfulllike u always wanted, i know is hard but i will never give up easyly.

even that im alone right now, i dont give shit about all that, no shit at all!

my promise to you is the only thing that kept me going right now!!rest in peace dad!!love u all my life, and im sorry if i alway letting u down"

LIfe................

how we people live in this world where full of pain and missery and thats hOw we people grow up! """ THAT'S WHAT moRRISSEY GOT TO SAY!!

WE FACE it and just go with it!never feel ashamed of what ur doing , never be down!well is ok to feel down for a while ,but dont take it too far or being misserable too long like suiced or hurt ur self ,, there are so many things in this world that is too valuable and beautiful that we will experience!!

get up and change how you live, do something about it, i know i will! and how i live til now!!find ur way if u havent got it, do something, u never been do!!!!!
be happy and enjoy ur life! and relaaaaaaaaaaaxxx!!!

such amazing song and inspiring so much!!




Lyrics to That's How People Grow Up :
I was wasting my time
Trying to fall in love
Disappointment came to me and Booted me and bruised and hurt me

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up
I was wasting my time Looking for loveSomeone must look at me
And see their sunlit dream

I was wasting my time
Praying for love For a love that never comes from Someone who does not exist
and

That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

Let me live before I dieNot me, not I!

I was wasting my life Always thinking about myself
Someone on the deathbed said "There are other sorrows too"
I was driving my car I crashed and broke my spine

So yes, there are things worse in life
than Never being someone's sweetie
That's how people grow up
That's how people grow up

As for me I'm ok......................For now anyway

The FunnIest TV show EVEERRRR!!! "wipeout"

from the one who make "Fear factor" comes a new gaming tv show called "WIPEOUT",
is a competion where people could win for a $25 grand or $50 grand after completing task that they have.
even though is not much like fear factor, where there's snake, bug or anything else that looks scary and disqusting.
but instead the contestant will be facing like jumping the Big balll, running through on the water WHICH is not going to be easy.
but seriously this is the funniest TV show i ever watched in My life, i loughed so hard til my family thinks im crazy or on crack, well i am crazy some time!hehehe!

let me show you what happen to these guy!

lazyy!!!

my god!!!
so much that i wanna write, just lazyy!!
ah lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy lazy!!!

went to the gym a lot 4 d last couple of weeks, training to be instructor but i can't be one just yet, still got so much to lose!
got new friends from the gym, they'r nice but sometimes they r such a bitch, so is like love and hate relationship!!
tada' tidum, ..... tidum tidum tada!!!

Funny how things are!!

just after i wash my car in a saloon!
i was listening to indika fm which totally my second favorite radio in Jakarta...., they were talking about this Event that they organize in x2 on 1st of may !!

"CLUBHOPPERS EXCLUSIVE SET Riri Mestica"

and how we could win the ticket by answering 1 question. and the question were " what time does it start?" it was easy like hell, so i answered it because it was so easy and without thinking about winning it! is like, yeahhh whatever!
few mnt later as i reached home and eating, i got called by them and and win that ticket! yay!!

the funny thing is!
DEVI JOHANNES (one of the funniest announcer at Indika in "Hello Sunshine" )

was talking about car wash and how we should taking our car to the saloon,
so later on if we go the event our car look shining and awesome!.. well i just did, and also on 1st of may, is my last day having exam, so yeahh! Thank you Indika!
but!!!
im not looking forward to it that! much, coz i really dont know this RIri Mestica is, is he playing progresif, trance, or house music..

we'l see!!!

Disappointing but very entertaining "DRAGON BALL REVOLUTION"

finally last night i saw

Dragon Ball revolution ,

i was so exited about this movie, really exited! coz..i such a big fan of the tv cartoon of all time since i was kid!

my friends said it was bad, "the movie sucks, the guy is not asian" ... then! so what, i dont give a shit who played in the movie and how bad it is, i just wanna watch it , even so is bad..... it still good 4 the mockery.



then yeap it was crap, i knew how when the Goku became that King Kong thing, had a tail, but this one does not! to became human again somebody hav to cut his tail! in this movie is NOT.


the Mockery start from middle of the movie till the end! me and my friend lough so hard, the cast r sucks (except Chow yun fat) , The act Bad, and they were all Ugly.

i though The one who played Bulma was Holly valance, but then is Not HER!! aarrgghh! so disapointing!

the most dissapointing is ..that!!
Stephen Chow was the director of this movie! cmooon, he was all big timer on making for Funniest movie like " Kungfu Hustle, and Shaolin soccer" but this one, a bit trying to hard!!!!!!!

arg oh well is a good feeling loh!!

MANY QUESTION??

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = COCONUT BREAD
2. last phone call = Denny
3. last text message = Denny
4. last song you listened to = Clazziquai "salesman"
5. last time you cried = a month ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = no
7. been cheated on = Yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = no
9. lost someone special = yes
10. been depressed = Yes
11. been drunk and threw up = no matter ho much i drunk never threw up


LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Coklat
13. Red
14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. made a new friend = .yes, a lot of Bitchie people!!
16. fallen out of love = yaa
17. laughed until you cried = yes
18. met someone who changed you = yes, just last week
19. found out who your true friends were = Still the same as 6 years ago
20. found out someone was talking about you = A lot, and i still friends with Them! amazing right!!
21. kissed anyone on your friend's list = Been kissed


THINGS THAT DESCRIBE ME:

22. how many people on your friends list do you know in real life = Lots
23. how many kids do you want to have = 2 boys 2 girls
24. do you have any pets? = i was, then my mom threw it away! coz my cat such a bitch!
25. do you want to change your name = NO, im Happy with it!
26. what did you do for your last birthday = i dont wanna remember it! it was shiit!!
27. what time did you wake up today = 7.am
28. what were you doing at midnight last night = .have a drink at Loewy with Richi and Denny

29. name something you CANNOT wait for = Finish UNI and work at Magazine or Radio
30. last time you saw your mother = .yesterday morning
31. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = My Body and Brain
32. what are you listening to right now = ClazziQuai. and disco Heaven

33. have you ever talked to a person named Tom = What is it with TOM, is he that Famous!

34. what's getting on your nerves right now = Exam
35. most visited webpage = facebook, blogger, you tube, Mtv.
36. what's your real name = Budi Syahputra
37. nicknames = .Budi, uta, Budut, buday, buddy.
38. relationship status = Single and complicated
39. zodiac sign = Leo
40. male or female? = I dont KNOw???
41. elementary? = AL- azhar kelapa gading
42. middle school = Al-azhar kelapa gading
43. high school/college = Box hill High School / Bina Nusantara
44. hair color = Black
45. long or short = Short

46. height = 176 or 177
47. do you have a crush on someone? = Not at the Moment
48: what do you like about yourself? = just be myself
49. piercings = neveer! dont wanna hurt myself
50. tattoos = havent! pretty soon hopefully
51. righty or lefty = Righty


FIRSTS :
52. first injury = when i was 4, jumping on a glass table and got stiched on my eyebrow
53. first piercing = no
54. first best friend = cant remember
55. first sport you joined = Cycling
56. first vacation = .Bali when i was a kid, Not much FUN
58. first pair of trainers = .Black long red strips on the side


RIGHT NOW:
59. eating = .air
60. drinking = carlsberg with lemon
61. I'm about to = Sleep
62. listening to = The Simpsons
63. waiting on = get sleepy

YOUR FUTURE :
64. want kids?= .ToTally
65. get married? = .i wnant to
66. career? = Magazine or Radio
67. lips or eyes = better EYE
68. hugs or kisses = hugs much more romantic
69. shorter or taller = taller
70. older or younger = .younger
71. romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous is much more Fun
72. nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach lah yaaa!! so i could show it off!! like Those People
73. sensitive or loud = Loud
74. hook-up or relationship = Hook - up is much more FUn
75. trouble-maker or hesitant = Kinda Both, depend on situation

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. kissed a stranger = no but i want to
77. drank hard liquor = Yes, but i prefer mix
78. lost glasses/contacts = yah when im on my way home from Ancol and couldnt see a thing
79. had sex on first date = NO, still a virgin but it'l be good , so we know iF they r THAT GOOD!!
80. broken someone's heart = i dont know
81. had your own heart broken = every year
82. been arrested = does teacher room count?
83. turned someone down = yes
84. cried when someone died = NO, weird HUh!!
85. fallen for a friend? = all d time, but just 4 a while!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. yourself = Sometimes
87. miracles = .Only when It Happen, but when is Not, gotta work hard to earn it!!
88. love at first sight? = All d Time
89. heaven = Yes
90. Santa Claus = For the sake of children , Yes i am
91. kiss on the first date = .Maybe
92. angels = Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Never have, but i will
95. did you sing today? = .i Kinda DID
96. ever cheated on somebody? = other than Boyfriend/girlfriend thing, yes i did
97. if you could go back in time, how far would you go?= 7 years ago, first Day In melbourne
98. if you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = the day i went to malaysia, prefer aussie
99. are you afraid of falling in love? = I do, hurt so maany Times
100. posting this as 100 truths? = what eeveeerr!!

Finaally Its finissh!! arrgghh!!

Stupidity!!!

last friday night! i went to a bar called Dehoii! located in Pondok Indah!
is a really cool club, like baliness modern Bar!

i went there coz im just sick of staying home on friday night!! and thinking what i've been through during d week! family shit and all!! it was the day after The Vote thing day over. since some of my friends pretty grounded and one stuck in the Hospital coz the fever thingy, i want to vist but he didnt allow me to! wonder what coz???? so i go alone by myself.

had a drink called Brainwash , is pretty strong , but i keep drinking and drinking it , also a beer in between. they got a pretty cool and funny kinda rock on roll Band, which totally awesome as far i remembered, then i got sick wanna get out the place so fast and so i did! after saying goodbye to my friend and pay whatever how much i payed!!

i drove home on my own with my head SPInning like crazzy and Halucinate a lot, there's a thought that i should've stop and sleep for a while, but i just keep think of reaching home fast so i could lay down on my bed and worry nothing else
.......................................................................................................................................................................................................
after a while
BRACK BRUCK BRECK!!!! i shockingly woke up and found my car at the end of left side of the freeway touching bricks... i control my car again and stop!!! shaking, scared, and SOBER!!
Thank God there's no other Car on the freeway,
Thank God there's a brick at the side of the freeway,
Thank God it only sractch my tire, Body was Perfectly fine, and
Thank God i didnt fall down and still Alive!! shit man it was 20 meters uphigh!! maybe more!!!.

as i reached home my head start get dizzy again!! why?? didnt i just got sober? but again??.
oh well but it make think that.
next time i gotta go home with someone like i used to, cant go home by myself, and sleep for a while if i need to!
that is some crazzy stuff i've ever been exp!!!
And thank god i've made it too my bed!! so nice!

so.. will i stop drinking!! Hell NOO?? hahahahahaha!!!

Amazing Musician From Korea

such an AMAAzing artist

Clazziquai Project, which producer and mixer Kim Sung-hoon (middle), also known as DJ Clazzi and vocalists Alex Chu (right) and Choi Ho-ran(Left).


This guys are Korean ...i couldnt believe it, coz when i heard their song today i though they was Japanese, and their song are awesome, as many korean singer and band most of their songs are HIP-HOP, LOve songs, and POP. Until these guys showed up which took the chance brings up their Unique and the difference with others of korean Musician with CHILL out, soulfull, and Electrica music are join together, they totally HIT The TOP.


They called it Clazziquai coz their music are classic, jazzy, and Grovy.
I had their songs since 3 months ago in my computer! and i just happened open their album this morning ... god such a foool, coz it was name Clazziquai,,,, so i though it some classic collection or something, but anywayyy.. i looveee this band.


In America they have TOrtured soul, We have MAliQ and D'Essentials,
now Korea have Clazziquai, and i still look forward to the others.


i embed 3 video of their music from You TUbe of course,
which the 3 of them , have a different kind of music, JAZZ, Soulfull, CHill, and DAnce.

Clazziquai Project Come to Me

Clazziquai dance, english version



Clazziquai - Fill this Night

The other version of Kudeta

Segarra














Its Located in Marina Bay Ancol at very end east side, this place is suchHeaven, lounge that located beside the Sea, feel the wind passed u by, looking at sundown, and stars. They Serve amazing food but expensive, company by a lot of Great Wine choices ( alcohol and non alcohol ).

The Slow beat kind of music just make u wanna chill and dont forget The View is FAa.aabulous!!! also they have the best service ever, the waitress all or nice and helpfull.

















Just a bit of minus there, everytime i order hot drinks and hot food it get cold fast if u let it! well there's nothing u can do about that coz is on the beach of course its always windy and all!!

Introducing another Soulful Music

“Tortured Soul”

From left
Ethan White: keys, backing vocals
John-Christian Urich: drums, lead vocals. JKriv: bass, backing vocals

Another Soulful music has come into our world, with the instruments they use such as drum , organ and bass which will Move and relaxing ur mind, body and soul, Is like another concept of house music, but better, easier, slower, and combine with soul music!! Is Amazing!!
This is real music
with their best single "Fall in Love"

Blackberry….HMMM!!! ….Not so classy anymore

Blackberry blackberry, I hate this Phone soo much!
Why? Coz everybody has it!! Even Teenagers has it!! Is not because im jealous coz I didn’t had one, like EVERYBODY has.


For example most of my friend in UNi, used it for a chat and facebook almost everytime, argh!! such antisocial,” hellooooo. Im over here talk to me please don’t ignore me with ur Blackberry Shit, at least do work, or pay attention to teacher in class” for god sake!!

We called them BBB ( Blackberry Boy ) and BBG ( Blackberry girl ). But for people who already worked is totally fine with me, coz BB is really useful for them, email some stuff, do worked online, etc etc.

But.. still! I hate it!!

Indonesia is in lot lots of debt!!

DID u know that Indonesia owe about RP.112, 19 Billion that’s like um rp100,000 million times a hundred (lots of zeroooo), and it even said that until 2045, it will not settle. Wow! How scary is that.
In this kind situation is hard to blame anyone! Except those corrupted people, yeah they’re totally needed be sentence to DIEEE!!!

Before! Millions and millions were donated to governor, coz they had this big plan to make a Monorail around the city but it just stopped, and no one even bother to continued it (There’s a lot of pillar standing in the city like “Setia budi, Senayan, Kuningan and etc2” just standing there uselessly), I mean Where r all the money has gone too, another BIG question???

There’s so many complicated things happen with our governor, coz they still needed money to make Indonesia a lot better. Like help people starving, jobless people, Mud in java, etc2. im really concern about this, coz this is my country , I love being here and all, but after hearing this feel like wanna get out from this messed up country and feel not save, for my children later on… I don’t know… probably im thingking too much!!!!

source: koran Kompas

Why Bother ???

okay! u must know Enrique Iglesias right,
recently he just release a single "takin back my love" feat Ciara,
what a great combination, really Hot Video





but then! they make another one with THE SAME title and same Video clip but this time feat. Sarah Conor , and mute Ciara voice.

he already have one! why bother! why didnt they just make Another single! whats wrong, or probably they just do it for fun? is it because Sarah is better then Ciara,.................................. NOOOO.. I dont think so!!! the one with Ciara is a LOT better, see it for urself
oh i almost forgot, if u guys can see a title "arakay film" on the beginning of the Video, what the hell is that supposed to mean yah? argh Just whateverr!!

New Korean Hip hop Star is rising up, will it beat Rain???

Seung ri Victory

one of korean hip hop group called "big bang" (which i know but i never knew he was in the band) until now while he's doing solo debut single came out. and change his look. good Job.

Strong baby

featuring Leader of the Big Bang, Gdragon (LOL...)

altough he's quite young (18) he's a good singer and dancer but i think is Not as good as Rain Does! The dance ya!

The song is quite good! made me so wanna dance ( is been so long i didnt go to R&B club) made me wanna go again, Only if they play this song! then move to somewhere else, hehehehe!!

love it!!

Lazy, exited, Tired, Tragic, Drama, Panic, Worried, Emptyness, Fun, Disappointment, sad, relief and happy!! U Named it, Had it all In one day!!!!

Just simply amazing!!!

What a BumMer Night

After helping my dad at the office 4 the whole day Lazylyy, went straight to the gym then I went home get ready
Sandal, Short jeans, with coklat T-shirts , and a pin stripes brown coklat shirts(in case we are planning to have another activity)
to have a dinner with bunch of ARISAN friends.

The place was okay! The place served Indonesian food that cheap and unik, also the place is kinda nice have a band, BER LESEhan ( sitting on the Ground with A carpet AND a small Table ), Live slow Indi music, Outdoor, but hot when they r not so Windy, the place was called ……..(shit I Forgot!!!))

Then they wanna move somewhere else to a place called IMMIgrant Lounge in Plaza Indonesia, im Not that exited coz still feeling confuse coz im saving money for Next week Event (SUNDAZE which im going to explain it pretty soon) but then im bored! oh well so I was saying “OK!! lets Go have another drunkyyyyy night!! Yuhuuu”!!!

Just 5 minutes after we left the place on the way too Immigrant Lounge, one of my friend (D) which In My car, gotta have to go back home coz she didn’t get the permission to go! Just 1 minute after that I got message that my “dad is sick and he was in the hospital having his heart checked.”

I was PaniC, Scared, Shocked reading it, then I call my friend who followed me from )behind to stop over!! so the rest of the people in my car could join then Exept ((D) thank god she lives nearby the hospital that my dad are into). Then I paced up speed to the hospital ( panicly, shockingly, speechless, Worried, Empty, i couldn’t think of anything other than my Dad) keep smoking all the time. ……..

Ater I was arrived at the Hospital I’m trying to find myself a parking lot, then straight running inside to the Hospital.
Then….. There They are my whole family at the lobby, with my dad sitting on the wheelchair waiting for their car.
After I talked to them, I feel soo relieved, that he was OK. The Doctor were saying that he was only tired , and needed for a rest.. arrghh!! I could still feel my body shaking the whole time.

So after Im taking my dad home, my mom asked me to take her friends home, so I was thinking maybe I could join my friends again At Immigrant Plaza Indonesia , I called my friends asked them where exactly the place is. And is it okay with short jeans, they all were saying “ u could try bud! Probably is okay!”

After a long walked from a parking lot to the Entrance of Immigrant, I found my self feeling SHIT! Like not confident, I look like a mess, im wearing short jeans with shirt that I brought before and sandals. Coz the place is a loungy club that looks very classy and everybody look so good (high class and all), then i asked to one of the bodyguard “is it okay wearing short jeans and sandals” and he was saying “ ur shirts Is very nice but Im sorry no sandals and short jeans allowed” ……DEENG!!! DEEENG!!! DEEEENG!!!!!….. ARRGGHHH!!

I was soo pissed why couldn’t anyone told me about this place,……… without doubts feel like I wanted to go home straight , so I text my friend inside that im going back home with a lot of disappointment, as I found my self on Elevator , my phone ringing and it was Richi, “bud Where R you?? Can u came back? Lets talk outside Immigrant for a while!”..

As I was there again I found Ola and richi… then we talked for a while then I went home, still feeling ashamed and dissapoinment...... well…. is not like the end of the world or something but still...u know..!!

As I arrived at home I found a MARTABAAK! On a kitchen table! Uugh I was hungry anyway, didn’t much eat since breakfast, after a one bite somehow all feeling that I had yesterday just gone! saved By martabak! but then the taste was OK maybe only becoz i was really hungryy and aaaaaaaall That happening before!!!....

ahhhhhhh!!!!!! Feel so good to be home…!! then I checked my dad went to my room, change my clothes, went to my bed! (forgot to had a shower) then I found my self Today right here in my computer writing this!!

How Awesome Yesterday was!!!

Ogh I Just bough a DVD 2 days ago
( Ugly betty, Chuck, Private practice) uugh im having movie marathon today, but of course GYM in the afternoon then having Another Arisan at Semanggi!!
Busy busy day!!!!

Bums!!! give it OR not?

Give some money it or nOt!

As I lives In Jakarta! I found so many Bums on the Road like, Outside The building, small restaurant beside the Road, Park, Outside Uni, and etc2.

Something Got through my mind as I stopped at the Traffic Light, somewhere around Jakarta. I saw Lots of bum from Kids caring a baby, Disable man, Mom and The kid at her Back, Really old people and a really ugly Drag queen but then

Also there’s this bum caring a box with a lot of stuff on it and selling it to people , selling Newspaper, Water, cigarette, gum, just everything….. what do you called them? And also I saw this disable man using a wheelchair selling newspaper..WOW.


As I stopped at the Traffic lights there’s this
this lady who look messed up come up to my side of the car pull out of her hand begging for Money ,………I was trying to find some coin to give it to her…but then . . . . . .!!!!!! there’s this Guy selling me some newspaper on the other side of the car, ……”oh man what am I gonna do!....just about 2 second self thingking.. i decided to not giving her money coz, if I do ! what would the guy feel…. you know!

If I give her money Probably The Newspaper guy would think .......... why does he had to work and selling newspaper, while he could had money by just asking it to people on the road by pretending to be sick and put a sad face.

It is our duty to help Poor people so they could live a better life, and as human to help each other but in this time the situation just Not right. I do help the poor like going to orphanage, or put some money the box I see on the Mosque and comunity of..... whatever it called. Hummmm. is the way im thinking is wrong??

Since then if i see another bump i would give them money! But Only where there are no people selling sutff.. yeaahh!!

New Place to hang out!! Social house

last sunday was great!

a friend of mine taking me out for a drink with bunch of other friends

in some New Hot places right in the middle of the city called
SOCIAL HOUSE,
at first i though it probably just like a normal lounge. you know Indoor, just sofa of course , nothing amazing or anything, But this one! is just WOW!!

Nothing special on the Entrance, just a normal supermarket and so on! But at the end of the supermarket, u see this lots lots of Wine hanging out on the wall ready to Buy!!
There's this sign on the wall,.............. well its not a sign, is it a logo?? or a a mark?? what do u call it for a wise word??

Argg whatever, btw it was saying something,... like " when u eat without wine, u havent fully enjoy ur life" well something like it!! and i think im agreeing with that!

and it was all very Expensive! and i did not have that Much money with me! oh god! what am i gonna do!!.........

but then as i walk through in. i see this balcony that have the best view In Jakarta, its sooo stunning! 6 o'clock in the afternoon! watching sundown right in the middle of the city, just what im dreamming of!!

i found myself screaaming!!

"WAAITEEEEEERRRR..... 1 BEEEER PLEEASE!!!!!!!!!!" i dont care how much it is! im gonna sell my phone, my boxer, mywatch, borrow, WHatEVEER!! the only thing in my mind just bEEr, Peanuts and a sofa! thats all!!

I Seat on the SOfa over there, U can see it on the pics ! hehehe! it was very very comforting!!

after 1 bottle , my friend order another bir for us with glass, a teqila and a chopstick ( i was wondering what the chopstick are for).

then he put out open.. all the chopstick on the top of the glass, like finger doing Peace


and put the tequila on the top of chopstik, then...... all together we "BANG" the desk loudly.


the tequila right drop inside the glass and mix with the bir. it was wonderful and fun Doing it!!


aagh i wanna do it again!! and it taste good!


call me lame! i know i just try this once, i saw this a lot on a tv show, but never with the chopstick! it was greeaat!


then we talk talk spending all our afternoon over there drunk till we sober then drunk again!


hehehehe!!

Revolutionary road

One hell of a movie! I might say! no wonder it got an academy awards!!!



With Kate Winslet ( April) and Leonardo Dicaprio (Frank) as their come back , played together as a husband and Wife. Frank who r well paying but boring office and April is a housewife who r still attached to her old carrer as an actress, with two kids they lived on Revolutionary road where hopes and future could settled in. Until one day they got this great idea to move out from the hopeless and emptiness of life, to live in Paris where they could feel a better living and excitements comes again into their life.

At first I though this movie is a bit boring as I watched the first 20 mnts, but later on I found the excitement is comes up! Question about living, someone that really important to u, u loved someone but u hated them as well, is live is gonna be boring like hell for the eternity after u got married, living together and have kids, but then what?

If you think about it, as we young right now, we lived to the fullest, we go to school, we go to uni, meet friends, we study hard, fine a great job, live with our partner till the end, to make a better future, and living till we reach the END zone of life. But where are all the excitement go, could we go chasing our dreams again?.

What if our partner want a different things, and they relying to us to follow their dream but at the moment we live in a comfort zone. Too much to ask about living in this world! as myself scarred living day by day and growing old. Is Scary like hell and sad.

But that is Life, to experienced things, to feel things, to feel all the excitements, to be loved and love, so until one day where we couldn’t do anything anymore, and think what have we done in the past and have…… no…. regrets at all.

one funny things about this movie is, U know how the Titanic ended right! Leonardo died so they didnt lived together after the incident! well this movie looks,.... what if? he didnt died! and live happily forever and ever, what kind of live they could be living?!! there's connection between the 2 movie! i just love it!! even a bid sad! but amazing!!

THE Ugly Betty Dilemma!!!

Watching ugly betty made me realize something!!!

The dreams that I’ve been wanted since I was young!!
Working in the big Magazine company and live right in the middle of the city!! Seeing all those building pass through by, smell of the great atmosphere, the scenery of sun goes down, company by beer or Coffee on a café right in the middle of the city, the light shine through the town, looking all these gorgeous people, even the bitches one are fun to see, OH what a life!!!!

im soo wanna be.. Ugly Betty right now!!!... WHICH ... btw LOVE the show!!!

i’ve been hold on to it for 4 years now! and I still haven’t made any progress to made that happen! ( sigh!!!!) just today I receive my test result for last semester and its bad!! Im only pass half the subject that I’ve been doing! Now I gotta stay one more year to finish my UNi!! Arrghhhh!!! God what did I do deserve this! I work hard , study hard, I do all my homework, I though I did great on my test! But WHY!!!!!......

I cant wait to earn money of my own, im tired and shamed of still asking money from my parents and got attached by them, well not exactly hated it, but the whole time! No no no honeeyy!!

oh well, im done being all pathetic and all sad!! Guess…. I gotta try harder this year so I could finish my UNi, and fulfill my dream again!!

So much things I wanna do! Like working in Magazine, being an announcer on a Radio, be instructor at the cycling class, participating on Better an Bigger Event Organizer ( last time ..Such a fraud) . meet higher people. Even though what I’m doing at UNI is sooo not focusing on that !! But finishing uni is soo Important!! and Yeah im gonna do it!! I know that I can!!! WOHOOO!!!


By the way!!

Cant believe that RIhanna or Rohanna got back together with Chris brown! What the hell?? So... was it a lie that chris punch her at the face........, no one could ever ever forgive that!!!!!, unless ur so sick and crazy!! Oh well!! They’r never been on my love list anyways. So.. Good on you guys!!!!

The Most Inspired Movie eva!

Yes Man!
this is the greatest movie i ever watched!
this movie inspired me soo much!! and also really funny from the start til the end!!! the rate never go down!
Before.. i never really like Jim carrey, but after watched this movie, he's like really such a good ACtor! is just WOW!! i love him now!!

Jim Carey roled as a guy who r unsocial person since he was broken up with his girlfriend, everytime he asked to go out by his friend, he rejected it, everytime people asked him for help he rejected it, mean to everyone, and seems dont care about anything else other than siiting at home and being alone.
Until one day he meet with the most inspired person , and change his way of life, and the reasons why he lived, by saying "Yes" , even though he encountered so many things that make him fall but there's always something come out from it .

by saying Yes! me might:
- learn new things
- got new friends maybe new boyfriend or girlfriend
- loves
- helping others
- got a better job
- experience something that we havent
- got connection
- Happy
- sad
- Found new Purpous in life
- Reasons why we live in this cruel world
- WHY do we have to be Patient
- there's so many things i that u could found abour MORal!, i just couldnt describe it anymore !!

People seriously see this movie , RIGHT NOW!!
it started change my life a bit!

between love, Hate and Jelousy?

For music!!.

Im a person who are easily fallen in love to such musician ! ...if '... the songs sounds good to me!but somehow when they get toooo famous , where all the radio played the song over and over and over again...., and everybody talked about it soo much! i started to dislike them?? dont know why??

for example:
Rain which is a pop star from Korea that get famous all over the world after the 3rd album release suddenly he is just everywhere, He even got an offered to colaborated with some Hollywood singer like, Lil’ Kim, 3LW . I fancy him a LOT coz he's hot with A great body, cute face, he can sing, and he can Dance,..........well AT least i was!.



coz since his video from the 4rd album , came out, i just dont feel exited anymore, like THose Gilrs, and thos fans of him.
SPECIALLY for his newest a single "Love story" from the album "Rainism", so much for the name and the album name, yeaah we know is all about you!
look at him
<== "uh im sexy, im hot, Im a Bad BOY" come and get Me!!.



He even said that the single of the "LOve story" is what he had been experienced. ................................SO HE was A GANGSTER NOW!!! we totally believed you??
oh god!!!



but then i got exited when Another Korean Singer

BOA came out her newest single " eat you up" which happen to be fully english, and i love the song,..... NOT her coz from what i hear! she faked her age so she COULD get the titled of "the youngest success girl famous Alive", which now she said she's 22 but her reeal age is 26. i dont know who F*ck up, is it her or her producer. but....... what i know is ..., BOA is the only girl or a woman from Korea that made it to all over the world, at least that is her +, tell me IF im Wrong??? is there another girl from korea that famous as her?.



Japan has UTada Hikaru.
and from Our own Country, WE have ANGGUN , uuhh i looovve her.


btw.. Anggun has new single "Crazy" from the Newest Album "Elevation"


just bought it, an is awesome!



the new single "Crazy" hav the beat rythem that u could dance with ! sooo another AWEESSOmeee!!!








doesn't she look amazing?? TOtally yeaahh!!

pancakes crazyness

A few days ago I went to this amazing restaurant called “Pancious Pancake House”. They have many kinds of pancake with diferent style and topping, from HOT SERVED; like burger, sausage , etc, COLD SERVED ; like a round pancake or a wafle with a lot variety of ice cream and sauce. Not only pancake that they served, they also have all kind of pasta that will give such pleasure to Ur tongue.

First; I started my meal with Fettuccini Chicken mushroom, a creamy sauce fettuccini with boneless chicken like nugget pieces, with cheese all over. Companied by chicken salad, the most I like about this salad is “the bread” a.. dried one and crunchie, such a great mix with the salad, make ur mouth not bored.

And one over here is a Blueberry waffle with vanilla ice cream and a blueberry sauce on all over it. Usually a fruit sauce doesn’t have a bit some fruit on it, but this they include a bit of blueberry fruit, so u can still taste the original source of the sauce, as i started slice the Pancake with my spoon from the sauce with a 2 or 3 small bits of the fruit then goes to the Vanilla ice cream and small piece of the waffle…then slowly go to my mouth…hmmmm..”amazing”.

Last one here is the

Bailey’s pancake

pancake with a vanilla ice cream and on top Bailey’s mix with chocolate caramel and almond nuts on all over. This one is the best! I couldn’t describe it here, I would though but takes too long!, after I had a bit of this, feel like im going to heaven.

I didn’t eat this all alone loh!!! there’s 4 of us, and after we ate we became so freakin full like crazy and cant move for 30 mnts and we still have to force ourself to get out from the place
coz we started to feel sick of the smell.
I remember one of my friend said that ”A MOMENT IN THE LIPS, FOREVER IN THE HIPS” yeah I guess that’s true but if I go once a moths that should be alright, and hard work at the gym after it. HELL yeah!
oh GOD!!! I WANNA SAY THANK U TO U! for letting me live this far and taste that pancake! Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

Love AND Hate.... Sunday!!!

love:
1. is a great day for the hang over
2. Relaxing at home doing nothing
3. no need to go shower
4. playing games all day
5. watching DVD
6. staying on Bed all day long
7. go to the mall
8. no traffic
9. swimming!!
10. and everything just everything! that could relax mysellf!!

Hate:
1. Bored comes fast
2. realize tomorrow is monday
3. lonely
4. Broke after last night!
5. no car
6. too crowded at mall
7. day goes really faast!!
8. no new DVD
9. no new game
10. too much lazyness
11. Hot outside
12. arrghhhhhhh!!!!
13. nothing to do!!
14. there's no friend coming over or there!!! coz they wanna be alone for the day!
15. all the radio song... boring,
16. EVERYTHING juust boring
17. another...... aaarghhhhhhhh!!
18. And ANOTHER... AAAAAAAAAAARGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Should be Proud OR NOT

yes !! i know it is NIDJI , the most well known band ever in Indonesia, should be proud of! coz of 1 thing that im really proud of them , they been asked to made a Soundtrack of a tV series called "HEROES"



this year Heroes already made into a 3rd season. which sometime i don't get movie itself coz their lack of story and trying to be sooooooooooo misterious!!! so freaking confusing, but since i like a fiction movie, it is worth to be watched and still.

ok let me get back on The NIdji thing!!!!!
ok since they were asked to made the song, titled "Shadow" the music were good and is pretty amazing, i mean their music is kinda Unique and all that!! ALLLmost the same like "Coldplay" well its okay though, their the only one who could keep up with ColdPlay, NOT like some Other Shiittyyy Band ...." U know what........!!!!"

the only thing about this Video that, they were asked to do, is TOTALLLLYYYYY SUUUUCCCKKKEEDD!!! soo embarrassing, cmoooonnn! they have the best actor from Indo In their Video. like:

Nicholas Saputra &

Fahrani

and still!! who the hell is their producer? soooo not out thereeee!! cmoon in this Century where all the graphics and awesome visual effect has been produced, and not even a part of them being used properlyy!! looks like some old movie and just know about visual effect .
well thats about it !



The song are good but still the video sooo dissapointing!!

"Solange Knowles"

just woken up this morning! and i saw this Video , and i lovveee it!!
my eyes just straight open, standing up and go dancing !
wohoooooooooooo!!
such a happy song!!!

I also found the remix one
and is pretty cool!

Beautiful BOxer

A beautiful boxer is a movie that based from a true story in Thailand, is about a boy who loves wearing make up and dancing a traditional dance that only a Thailand woman would do it, coz of his differences...... he got aroused so much by people.

Until one day when he run into a fight that he cant avoid, he found a way to protect himself, and to fulfill his family needs. then he tried to do it again but this time he wanted to be better, that is when, he found a dojo that teach "THAI BOXING"...... but doubt always comes up to him, is this what he wanted to become. staying in a man body and keep wearing make up, where's everyone keeps louging at him ( like a circus ), a Thai Boxer who wears make up!
.

I think this movie are really good!! be whatever u want, do whatever u want, as long its feels so right to ur Heart, and be honest to yourself!!!

is like telling me to stop whining!!

GUys seriously watch it in you tube lohh!! is amazing